OK so I've calmed down a bit now, I might just delete my previous post but right now :) (If I do it was just me venting, massively about people not understanding how the structure of hospitals work and the fact that I'm a HCA, so I'm not friends with any doctors.

I'm still feeling horribly stressed out of course, god only knows what I'm going to do about a few problems. The biggest problem is that I feel as if I'm just not coping with anything anymore, and even the smallest/silliest thing just freaks me out.